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Gold

by Mia Day

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1.
Juliet 03:54
It's hard to think that once I was sure of myself On a road map, I was the LA Down to New York City Lost in the small scene towns And you were there as someone who knew the way to go Follow your voice through trees and calling "Romeo help me, throw rocks at my window" Oh, you probably know That Juliets been going off the wall and Tiny dancer can't learn the steps at all and Billie Jean's been smoking self pity by pack And still I know That I, I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones Feel it in my bones that somethings going on below It's been a year of cancer to the soul Through yellow sunlit days and hot coals I found radiation, and it was your name next to mine And through amnesia, your love crutched me downtown And in store windows, I saw my face drowning in the crowd and, Juliet can't save herself You can probably tell That mother Mary can't see the star of David Mona Lisa can't stand another painting And Josephine can't look at her face the same way but still I pray That I, I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones Feel it in my bones that somethings going on below And maybe, because it's been so long I've forgotten, forgotten to sing my song But it sounded so much better, yours instead of mine And it was written in all things old and Greek But how does one not love with every single piece? How are you gonna write the ending this time And tomorrows light is on the horizon Juliet can no longer be blinded by the sun Did you look for far too long? Maybe we knew all along That ballerina couldn't dance on her own and Venus couldn't sleep well all alone and Annie didn't see that she laid down all her guns For only one But I, I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones I can feel it I, I can feel it in my bones Feel it in my bones that somethings going on below That somethings going on below That somethings going on below I, I feel it in my bones That somethings going on below
2.
He said that words could not describe Where the train tracks lead in his mind And if you follow, them you swallow them But it was a pill I didn't mind I didn't mind You've Got a way of saying things It makes my little tin bells ring And there is steel and iron, heat and fire But you used it in a grace that rocked me to sleep Rock me to sleep And I've seen lighting, I've seen fire But you look at me, I can see Why it tears me apart Right through Cause I could give you every piece of me But you'll never know what is peace in you I never really trust my eyes, my heart Always tragically seems to be right Can't you hear it beat, sending frequencies It's always been a little shy A little shy You've Got a way of making me Hold no guns, and I'm at peace And there are hurricanes, and Novocain But there's nothing like the way That you numb me That you numb me And I've seen lighting, I've seen fire But you look at me, I can see Why it tears me apart Right through Cause I could give you every piece of me But you'll never know what is peace in you When I get lost you said To close your eyes dear I'll trace the cord back to your head I'll always be here In your chest Where the rest of me is And I've seen lighting, I've seen fire But you look at me, I can see Why it tears me apart Right through Cause I could could give you every hit in me But you'll never know how i was hit by you Cause I could give you every piece of me But you'll never know what is peace in you
3.
Runaway Kids 03:14
I, despite my inclinations Never thought that it'd be you It was The best kind of iteration And I guess theres more for me Without you But don't you worry, I won't forget I made a promise, or was it a bet With all the money in With all the money in And You could've shot me Down on Winter street And I would've turned myself in Cause in the grand scheme It is no mystery We were just runaway kids We were just runaway kids We were just runaways I, despite my observations Never found any clues And I Don't think that I'll ever know But if Bonnie left Clyde He'd try too And don't you worry I won't forget I was honest, but did you pretend? With all of me in With all of me in And You could've shot me Down on Winter street And I would've turned myself in Cause in the grand scheme It is no mystery We were just runaway kids We were just runaway kids We were just runaways And was it our last goodbye? Don't you know, don't you know I tried? If only I ever knew It as all about who had home to get back to But don't you worry I won't forget I made a promise To never turn to back With all of me in With all of me in And You could've shot me Down on Winter street And I would've turned myself in Cause in the grand scheme It is no mystery We were just runaway kids We were just runaway kids We were just runaways Worry, I won't forget I made a promise I made a bet And don't you worry I won't forget I was honest, but did you pretend? That we were so sure But all that we were Was runaways
4.
All My Love 03:27
In the morning When you wake me I'm sorry baby If it takes a while for me to open my eyes But in the daylight I hope you know I Would walk through noon's fire Just to bring the sun at It's knees And it would sing To you, with all my love On my night walks When I feel lonely I call to Mary Even though I'm not sure if she's real And when I wish I Wasn't who I am I will hold your hand And whisper that I wish I was you And it will dance To you, with all my love All my love, all my love All my love, it will come and dance to you All my love, all my love All my love Will come to dance to adore you All my love All my love All my love It will come and dance to you All my love All my love All my love Will come to dance to adore you
5.
I thought I'd call you On your birthday And I ran around town trying to get you something But I guess I'm too late It's okay If you hate me I'll learn that love is keeping my distance Eventually But Whose gonna want me around? Whose gonna call my name, did you call my name? Whose face will I see in the crowd Dancing with you, where I used to wait Dancing with you, where I used to wait And I always knew there were some faults in our forever But I always thought through all of it, we'd come out together Isn't it a little bit twisted That I'm sad that you're so Happy? I thought I'd stop by Bring you flowers And we walked these same streets before For hours and hours And their still beautiful Our carved named hearts Wrote them on every branch until the trees bled stars so Whose gonna want me around? Whose gonna call my name, did you call my name? Whose face will I see in the crowd Dancing with you, where I used to wait Dancing with you, where I used to wait Every time I try to let go, I tell myself you're mine And maybe it's because our love can't go with one goodbye Isn't it a little bit tragic That our names Don't spell out Together? So Whose gonna want me around? Whose gonna call my name, did you call my name? Whose name will I see, fresh and gouged Right next to yours, where mine used to be? Right next to yours, where mine used to
6.
You seem so surprised, that I could be so cold I see you reaching for me, didn't think I could go And I know, and I know, and I know That if it teaches you something It'll teach you not to fuck with me I'm gonna dress up nice, go out with my friends Hang up when you call me, and say you want me back And I know, and I know, and I know That you'll pretend to be lonely When I was not enough when you were with me I sleep by my window with a view of the city I got books on my nightstand that I plan on reading And yes I still own all the things that you gave me But in time they'll go away It's heartbreak season I took the knife out of my back and laid it at your feet It's heartbreak season Don't think I walk out of this clean I'm gonna steal the night, paint my eyelids gold Go to all the places you were too good to go And I know, and I know, and I know That it was just a joke, yeah it's funny And now you've got an audience too! I'll become the person you never wanted to see I'll stop saying sorry, start doing shit for me And I know, and I know, and I know That it's gonna hurt me like hell But sleeping alone's better that your cold sheets I walk my dogs and I smile at the people I dance in the shower, and I sing, and I feel And yes I still read all your letters, they're real But the words are no longer true It's heartbreak season I took the knife out of my back and laid it at your feet It's heartbreak season Don't think I walk out of this clean Now don't you put the blame on me When it's done, and we're hurt And the bridges are burned Now don't you put the blame on me For walking out, giving myself What I deserve It's heartbreak season I took the knife out of my back and laid it at your feet It's heartbreak season Don't think I walk out of this clean
7.
Someday 04:29
Someday, I'll buy you A house on the sea And you'll have a view And I'll have a tree And I don't know If the wind will blow But I hope the limbs won't fall on me Someday, I'll buy you A car that runs From the West coast to Philly And It plays your favorite song And I don't know If I'll be the road when You are the car But it was beautiful to hear you sing It was beautiful to hear you ring And I was thinking of taking a train to LA And I don't know if I'll make it, but on my way I stopped cheating myself cheat-cheating myself I can't live with myself, some might say And I'll wake up every morning To another Someday, I'll buy you Saint James Cathedral From floor, to ceiling And no sign of people And time can't tell If the little bell Can ring so much and stay in the steeple Someday, I'll buy you A piece of the sky In every shade of blue In corners of your mind And I can't see When the rain will be But I hope it doesn't rain too hard But it was beautiful to see you dance It was beautiful with every chance And I was thinking of traveling on my own Playing for money in the streets of Rome I stopped losing myself lose-losing myself Throw bills at myself And send them home And I'll wake up every morning To another someday And I can't tell my judgment anymore But we were once kids just running through side streets Sitting on my back porch And we asked questions and Dreamed of mansions And things we thought that we could afford And I thought I would grow up someday Yeah I knew I would grow up someday I wish I could pay for all the things I've broken And lost, and forgotten Stories I've stolen And I don't know If time is slow Or just too fast for us to know it But it was beautiful to understand It was beautiful with every chance And I was thinking of leaving home Trying to make something of myself and go I stopped doubting myself Doubt, doubting myself Be proud of myself for living alone And I'll wake up every morning To another someday To another someday To another someday To another someday
8.
One Of Them 03:59
For two years I've been running around Blank space, up late, here me out I swear, things will get better as you get older And leaves fall, clouds drift through the sky Small things like this grow with time I know When I grow weary will you please tell me? And my first fear is that I'll forget you And life will go on, just as it's supposed to And people will leave, the one's I've met But I know that some of them do come back And all I can ask Is that you're one of them And forgive me for my syntax For interruptions, lousy comebacks You see, that I ain't nothing without your cover And days drift by with morning sun Soon rains the window, now it's gone And we pack our bags and fill new seats And my first fear is that I'll forget you And life will go on, just as it's supposed to And people will leave, the one's I love But I sometimes they think of you and that's enough And all I wish of Is that you're one of them When I grow old without a warning Before I have children, see New Orleans And Greece And maybe we'll meet up in Thebes And by then we'll have big apartments I'll still be a washed out artist We'll see Just who I turn out to be And my first fear is that I'll forget you And life will go on, just as it's supposed to And people will leave, the one's I need But I sometimes they change you Every piece And all I know for me Is that you're one of them Is that you're one of them Voicemail: Let me know if anything changes honey, okay? I love you, I can't wait to hear about your first day Okay baby, bye
9.
I fell in love with you in a crowded room Like a flower you're the one that I choose And you held the door and made it easy And for that I honor you I can replace all your movie stars Said I was pretty, baby put me on a postcard Thought it was funny when I was naive And I never liked that Oh but we are running, you're the on that I won't let get away You said forever, I remember We were standing in place So I guess we'll play it safe Couldn't look you in the eye for two years Told you what was on my mind with three fears Trust, love, and Ignorance And at night I'd always figure that We'd figure it out I never wanted to pick fights with you And when I'm angry you probably think it's damn cute Say you're sorry, more apologies And "It's okay, you're my muse" And so I'll come home after our car conversation Given every chance, and what chance have you taken? And why did I bring it up? I should have just stayed in my head Oh but we are dancing, our romance is To a beat I'll always play You said forever, I remember Read your letters everyday Until the paper greyed Couldn't look you in the eye for two years Told you what was on my mind with three fears Trust, love, and Ignorance And at night I'd always figure that We'd figure it out Tell me why all of me was only half of you And I tried to fill your cup, cause I wanted to Felt-good-when-I-could-wanted-to Ha, ha, I To you're own contradiction, I'm not the only one with problems God I hate confrontation, especially when we can't solve them Scream-into-my-pillow-solve-them Ha, Ha, I Fell in love with you in a crowded room And I tell the story just the same as you And you say you love me, like the first week Then show me that you do Oh cause we are walking, downtown talking Your hand is on my face You said forever, I remember You and me would never change So I always played it safe Couldn't look you in the eye for two years Told you what was on my mind with three fears Trust, love, and Ignorance And at night I'd always figure that I couldn't look you in the eyes, boy I told you what was on my mind, boy With trust, love, and ignorance I figured that, one night ~geetar solo~ !^#*!&$()&@^!%$&$)
10.
Conclusions 03:50
Re-opened an old wound tonight Went down a road I shouldn't have And time can erase all the things in my head But it can't give away all the things I still have And Now you've got my t-shirt sleeve wet And I can't tell if I'm honest or weak Cause I told all my friends I burned the photographs So I guess I'll do that on Tuesday next week Remember when I was your tiny dancer? Passenger seat of your car, drive faster I really don't how you remember me But I know that we we're Best friends, you were my best friend My killer in the night, and a stranger sometimes But it doesn't matter who said what anymore And it doesn't matter who we were once before So I guess I'll come to conclusions That it'll never make sense, never make sense to us Didn't think I could hate anyone, but For a while I wanted you to burn in hell So I cut every cord, and built walls high as sky But when I heard you knock I took them down And Sometimes I remember our loss And I wonder if you do as well Was any of it real? Did you lie, or did you feel? Well those are now questions for yourself Remember when we were so young its December? Fifteen, tangled on your couch together? I really don't know if you remember me But I know that we were Endless, you were my promise My failure, all my tries And the death of me sometimes But it doesn't matter who said what anymore And it doesn't matter who we were once before So I guess I'll come to conclusions That it'll never make sense, never make sense to us For two years I, I did love you And that's all, that's all I know For two years I held on to you And now it's time Now it's time to let go

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released November 16, 2018

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